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Monday, 08 February 2010

the battle belongs to the Lord

At some point in our lives, there will always be giants which we have to face (be it relationship problems, studies, working life etc).

We get discouraged, fearful of how to handle these giants, how to triumph over these battles. Just like how it was for me last week, having to face the ugly sides of working life. The fear of handling a greater workload, the fear of being bullied by others when the rest leave. Weekend was the perfect time for me to dwell in His word; especially when both Arrow service on Saturday and Sunday service was actually for my situation! How amazing God works!

Goliath despised David as David was just a young boy, bringing with him only sticks to fight with him.While Goliath(a fighter from young) was armed with weapons, accompanied by a shield bearer. What that eventually happened was David won the fight and killed Goliath.

^{1 Samuel 17:45-47
45} David said to the Philistine, "You come against me with sword and spear and javelin, but I come against you in the name of the LORD Almighty, the God of the armies of Israel, whom you have defied. ⁴⁶ This day the LORD will hand you over to me, and I'll strike you down and cut off your head. Today I will give the carcasses of the Philistine army to the birds of the air and the beasts of the earth, and the whole world will know that there is a God in Israel. ⁴⁷ All those gathered here will know that it is not by sword or spear that the LORD saves; for the battle is the LORD's, and he will give all of you into our hands."

How beautiful these verses are! If God is for me, who can be against me? God's promises will always stay true and His unmerited favour will be on me. I know that i can be at rest, sitted in heavenly places with Him, until He make my enemies my footstool.

No matter what giants you may be facing, know that Christ is in you, that we may reign in every situations!

Thursday, 04 February 2010

i hate working life ):

i officially declare that i hate working life. it wasn't so bad when i first started out, but things got worse when i started work last week. a sudden shock of everyone in the department leaving, leaving me alone, a temporary staff. i hate this abandoned feeling. & i could have found a better job during the 2weeks which i was told to have a break first, in thought of having the accompany of fun-loving colleagues.

also, workload increased like mad this week. i know this is partly cos of how things work in this company. but then i just hate it when adults or rather those with high authority/qualifications give you a heavy task and expect you to finish it asap.

& omg office politics. i experienced it, though not against me, but its just terrible to listen to those gossips.

i feel so miserable. what is this????
i'm exploding very soon.

seriously school wasnt even so stressful. I MISS SCHOOL!!!!

Wednesday, 13 January 2010

Let not your heart be troubled

i dont know why, somehow i just feel very troubled these few days, the problem is i dont know what am i troubled over. troubled till i cant fall asleep last night. troubled till my heart was really feeling heavy. thats so so weird.

John 14:27 Peace i leave with you, My peace i give to you.. Let not your heart be troubled neither let it be afraid.
I like what Pastor preached last service. Peace He has already given to us. Nobody can help us to 'let not', only we ourselves can do it. I HAVE TO DO IT!

Sunday, 10 January 2010

Finally registered for Basic Theory Test with charpig on Thursday. Waited for sooooooooo long just to register. Something retarded happened on the way there. charpig thought that the bus 947 will take us to BBDC, so we board the bus and halfway through the journey we noticed something wrong, it was going back to the interchange. True enough, we went back to the interchange. HAHA and before we noticed something was wrong, she was telling me about lixuan's joke of meeting at taka (ngee ann city) instead of ngee ann polytechnic. how retarded! haha

Friday was picnic with sam! But failed terribly cos it rained halfway. Went for combined cg. Anointed time; it to the max. Then went for night walk at esplanade area.

2 weeks break again; till i officially start work on 25 Jan. I have to make use of this break man. I have been spending too much time on the computer, facebooking, watching tvb dramas. I seriously need to pack my room!

Oh & its sunday tomorrow! BUT i have to attend a course from 9am to 5pm! URGH. which means i cant attend any of the 4 church services.

Now that school started, hardly have the time to talk to sherilynsuen. I miss night chats with you sherilynsuen!

Monday, 04 January 2010

TIRED!; from work today. & that was even though there was nothing much to do.

Anyway, had a mini section outing after church yesterday. Only me, vivian, shilei and suxian. Sigh the rest couldn't make it. That's why i dont like it when we go on our separate ways its so so hard to organise gathering/outing. Oh well, but i enjoyed their company! We watched the movie - 'Old Dogs', which was really hilarious! Then followed by catching up session at Dunkin Donuts. I miss the times spent with them, performances, band practices. Will there ever be a chance again?